The Ruins Of Heaven - LYRICS
Non Servium
"It began with 2 words: Non Servium - I Will Not Serve!
and then... silence"
Covered in dust
for years in Limbo
removed of rust
my alter ego
Emotional terror
24/7
Human error
The Ruins Of Heaven
Die die die die in the sky
if all your love was a fucking lie
bye bye bye get out of my way
everything is dead now anyway
I I I I I I I I Will Not Serve!
Will Not Serve!!!
"She ruined everything, everything."
The terrorist bitch
9/11
Hateful witch
The Ruins Of Heaven
Die die die die in the sky
if all your love was a fucking lie
bye bye bye get out of my way
everything is dead now anyway
Cry cry cry you fucking whore
I won't tolerate this anymore
All our dreams are slipping away
everything is dead now anyway
I I I I I I I I Will Not Serve!
Will Not Serve!!!
"For there were none left alive to hear the reply. In a hail of concrete dust of uranium and powerized steel, the answer to a question: How do you kill a god?"
Mortal Dance
"You are no longer welcome here nuisance. Why do you stay, when you sense my displeasure? I have suffered your company long enough. It is time for our dance to end. It is time for our dance to end."
The love of my life wants me dead
There is paranoid junk in my head
It's all just a sick fucking game
This war is gonna drive me insane
All the things that you're doing now
it doesn't make any sense
All our dreams are falling down
It's time to end our dance dance dance
Let's Go!
Mortal Dance!
Dance Dance Dance!
Mortal Dance!
"I have suffered your company long enough. It is time for our dance to end."
Decline
We are going down the hill
the hill of our dreams we cannot kill
and we fear that there is too much to feel
we feel that these dreams are more than real
Everything is going down all the time
in the world full of hate and decline
the lack of love is really the thing to blame
as our hearts are slowly rotting away
get down
you will bleed
get down
fuck your greed
original diamond magic
corrupted and rotten
this story is so tragic
all our love forgotten
and now
we are falling
to the ground
where we're crawling
"Shut it down. Shut it down forever."
All of the trust I gave to you
has been thrown away for someone new
Why all of this cannot be unwind?
because it's dark & dirty in your traumatized mind
Everything is going down all the time
in the world full of hate and decline
the lack of love is really the thing to blame
as our hearts are slowly rotting away
get down
you will bleed
get down
fuck your greed
get down
you will drown
"Shut it down. Shut it down forever."
Creepy Little Thing
mother mother I am ill
send for the doctor over the hill
call for the doctor call for the nurse
call for the lady with the aligator purse
I had hopes I had plans
of a vast beautiful lands
I had visions I had dreams
of a pure artistic streams
But this creepy little thing
somehow changes everything
Well, this creepy little thing
destroyed fucking everything
"Noone can change her fate now, when a promise has been made here, there is no turning back. GO!"
We ruled the waters and the sands
the whole world was in our hands
We had armies in the sky
and I thought we will never die
But this creepy little thing
somehow changes everything
Well, this creepy little thing
destroyed fucking everything
Now it's dying inside
It's drowning in blood
Murder Death Kill
There is no fucking god
Train Of Pain
"Are you allright?"
"You know who I am. Are you surprised to hear my voice? I can speak only with this. I built the houses for the 3 mothers. Houses which beacame their eyes and ears. She's the cruelest of them all. Then I buried myself here. This building has become my body, it's bricks my cells, it's passageways my veins, it's horror my very heart. The mother of shadows."
Imprisoned here in this train of pain
The architect of a life in vain
Next station should be salvation
but the train is heading towards damnation
There's no way to stop
There's too much pain
There will be blood
Again...
"Pristi stanice - Namesti Republiky"
Here we go again
so full of pain
We fade away
into grey
Let's fucking go again
Collectors of pain
let's build again
our private hell
"Do you know how pain enters the body? It has nothing to do with the flesh. The brain controls pain, the brain cotrols fear, empathy, sleep, hunger, anger, everything... what if you could control it?"
Breathing underwater
"My god, brother what have you done?"
Whatever hurt and pain
You'll never give up again!
Whatever gets you down
You're gonna fight this time around!
If this world is really dying
then be 1 step ahead, die and stop crying
Submerge yourself deep down
Submerge your pain and drown
"Those paintings are quite accurate. It used to be the kind of patients we deal with here were shackled and lefr in their own filth. They were beaten, as if whipping them bloody would drive the psychosis out. We drove screws into their brains, we submerged them in icy water until they lost consciousness or even drowned."
If you want to try to live within a slaughter
you must realize you're not just another mortal
If you don't wanna drown in the deepest water
the way to survive is breathing underwater
If you want to try to live within a slaughter
you must realize you're not just another mortal
If you don't wanna drown in the deepest water
the way to survive is breathing underwater
Amnesia
"You are confused, aren't you? frigthened. That's allright, I can help you.
Who is this?
I am a doctor, now you must listen to me, you have lost your memory. There was an experiment, something went wrong, your memory was erased, do you understand me?
No I don't understand, what the hell is going on here?"
When there is too much pain
When there is too much dread
You should find the way
The only way to forget
"It's my memory
Amnesia?
No no no, it's different from that I have short term memory, I know who I am, I know all about myself, I just, everything fades. If you talk for too long, I'll forget how we started and the next time I see you I won't remember this conversation."
Can't you fucking remember anything?"
Everything is changing right now
The king is sick and tired of his crown
For a thousand years it's been the same
and there is only one soul to blame
Let's forget everything
forget everything
Let's forget everything
forget everything
forget everything
Let's forget everything
Let's get the amnesia
Let's forget everything
Let's forget everything
Let's get the amnesia
Let's forget everything
Let's forget everything
Let's get the amnesia
Let's forget everything
forget everything
Let's forget everything
Let's get the amnesia
Let's forget everything
forget everything
Come on!
There is dying world of tormented cries
There are legions of burning birds in the skies
I see the feminine version of the jesus on cross
Let's fuck this fucking memory loss
Let's forget everything
Let's get the amnesia
Let's forget everything
Let's forget everything
Let's get the amnesia
Let's forget everything
Let's get the amnesia
amnesia
amnesia
"He suffered a psychotic break - complete memory loss. He may be dellusional, even violent."
Bleeding Wounds
"I wanted her to understand how a land so peaceful could be shattered by earthquakes and war.
I wanted her to understand why sometimes the gods bless us
and why they sometimes become angry and shake us and fill our lives with pain.
I want her to learn the lesson that nature teaches us
that we should not ask why we are wounded
only if the wound can be healed."
There is nothing more, you cannot feel what is real
All these open wounds are bleeding, they will never heal
Left alone to die
Falling from the bleeding sky
"The sky rained blood for a thousand days.."
You're the only thing I ever really cared about
and you left this world in most dreadful pain and doubt
Left alone to die
Falling from the bleeding sky
"You should have left me alone.. why don't you just leave me alone?"
Inside Her Brain
"Disturbing hallucinations, you're hearing voices. We're gonna insert some electrods into the upper neocortex.
Wait a minute, wait, you wanna put wires inside my head?"
There is something seriously wrong with your brain
don't you see, you're not who you used to be
you need hellp, to know who to trust, to distinguish what's real
"I don't know what's real or what it is real anymore, how can I trust anybody?"
Everything you see or hear or feel might not be real, but a mere piece of fiction
All the monstrous things done and said are probably just in your head
"It's in your head, it's just in your head.."
All your actions hysteric and cold will ruin your world, as we're descending
I guess there must be a raging war in the mind of the whore, is it neverending?
"Well, at the moment her mind is in an eclipse, she doesn't see anything as it is and she blames herself for everything that has happened to you and she believes this so strongly that it darkens the whole world for her. She sees great lurking dangers everywhere and she thinks she's brought them on you. Now there's a well-known pattern to what she's going through. She's buried under some kind of landslide of fear and guilt. And the kind of assistance she needs to find her way out this maze of terror she's in. She's living in another world from ours a frigtening landscape that could be on the dark side of the moon. Monstrous shadows that say hateful things. Now she knows she's in the nightmare, but it doesn't help her to know, she can't get out."
Sacrifice?
"You shall come to a prison built of regrets and sorrow, where the shadows themselves have gone mad. There you'll be asked to make a terrible sacrifice my love. For the matter to be laid to rest, you must destroy that which keeps you alive and be immortal no longer."
Continuously feeling all alone
Writhing on the floor, bleeding to the bone
suffering the pain of my all-time low
Deperession's getting stronger and it still wants to grow
It truly breaks my heart that you are not on my side
It really makes you look like an evil parasite
"I know that you must die while you still can. The circle must come to a close my love. You were not meant for this life. You must find that which was taken from you and travel beyond into the lands of the dead."
now the time has come to stop living the lie
maybe the time is right to finally die
to sacrifice my heart for you
"Sacrifice? let me say this of sacrifice, young one. Sacrifice is a death that has meaning. When it is in vain it is not sacrifice, it is a waste."
Even though there's blood in my eyes
This is something I will never sacrifice
My dying dreams of paradise
Just another thing I'll never sacrifice
Never let me down, never cause me pain
This beautiful world is gonna turn insane
I will never break I will never die
I'll regenerate I will rule the sky
My divinity still on the rise
That is something I will never sacrifice!
Malice! Malice! Malice! Malice!
"How does the story end?"
"He won't stop. Why Not? Because it makes him god, would you give that up?"